my feeling on 20th Jun

two months has passed. my feeling is still unclear. many things have changed within these two months.
life can be vulnerable, life can be ironic, life can be frustrating..

my life for the past two months:
from given to taken away
from having to losing
from excited to disappointed
from blessing to cursing
from grateful to regretful
from trusting to doubting
from joy to sorrow
from trusted to betrayed

the most insignificant change is i gained 6kg
the most significant change is my husband loves more more